First, let me say that it has been six months since my last post and that has been because I am afraid. I am afraid of being vulnerable, too open, and exposed to my fertility journey. So I have been hiding, yet the purpose of this blog was to share my story and this aspect of my life in hopes of connecting with others on the same journey. I want to share this because there is a community of people, men, and women who are walking in this season of life too. My hope is that by sharing God is glorified, others are encouraged, and that I continue to trust in the promises of the Lord….even if.
Now living with infertility during this COVID19 pandemic has been difficult for me. Of course we are all feeling the effects of this global pandemic in so many ways that life has changed. Yet seeing a post on social media about how parents are dealing with having their children at home and wanting a break, or pregnancy and birth announcements are hard to process. I rejoice with those who are rejoicing, and I am still aware of my lack. Trying to conceive during this season brings along a new list of concerns and what the world will look like in nine months. Since we will not pursue IVF, we are working with a company and pregnancy coach that focuses on a more holistic approach for conceiving and pregnancy. This includes mind, body, spirit, and home environment modifications, from the food we eat to the products we use in the home.
So, while we have to shop differently due to this pandemic there is added stress to find and purchase more organic and healthier foods. I feel like I have spent more energy and concern with trying to conceive then actual pandemic worry, and I am a nurse. But really it’s a tie, so what do we do? I am learning to keep trusting God and to take these hard questions and heavy burdens to Him in
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